Withlove,

its not over.

2010-04-17T14:12:00.005+08:00

Went to fabian&thaddeus's chalet last night. Before that, headed to vivo to shop for their birthday present. Then went to the chalet with dayu and sharon. Left the place early, cab back sengkang and slept at jiaxuan's house though i asked she&cat to ton. hahahaha! left her house at 8.30am, guitar as usual.

I'm a happy girl! I JUST LEARNT "GOU AI"! :D favourite song! heh! i'm so gonna practice on it, another motivation to touch my guitar. till then :D

33.

somethings, i would rather i don't know. perhaps it would be better.

you complete the picture.

2010-04-14T17:00:00.003+08:00

Breakfast at KFC with lirong this morning, then headed to school. Did physics, and went back to class. Lessons as usual. Chat with leon for the first 2 period, felt so sinful. Then lit and maths, lunch with the team at mac. Didn't eat anything, supposed to go bugis with mum to meet sister.

But due to my homework, I told mum to change the venue, thus dinner later at compass. (: Oh, and sis even correct my spelling for triathletes even though she is working. LOL. She claimed that she's multi tasking but I told her, her multitasking = slacking. LOL.

Ok, time to go back for my homework. (: Suddenly I feel that my post is getting more and more boring. Is all about school. I shall start changing my style of writing after today. Anyway, I SWEAR, I AM DISGUSTED.

31.

without you here with me.

2010-04-13T20:41:00.004+08:00

SS mock was alright, but i didn't study hard for that paper. Anyway, gym after paper with lirong. Weichang keep going in and out of the gym. LOL. Then dominique forgot how to write his own name, so Lirong&I got him a new chinese name. hahahaha!

It rained. Thus, we stayed in school till the rain stop. Then dinner at new coffeeshop, home at 8plus. Homework soon, tomorrow is wednesday. Finally I can get my beauty sleep.

till then (:

30.

fuck. there is something call limit.
pb. pui!

2010-04-13T00:48:00.002+08:00

Damn it!
I sacrifice 3 hours of my beauty sleep just because of SS.
Damn the paper! I'm going to flunk you tomorrow!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I'm getting more and more hot temper recently. This is not a good sign, I must learn to control my temper and start talking with brain.

would you be there?

2010-04-12T20:08:00.002+08:00

alright, shall do a quick post before my revision.

I wasted my 1 hour on the stupid notebook which is lagging like hell while I want to load something on facebook, TOTALLY DUMB OK. I should have used brother's laptop earlier on. The damn desktop died on me 1 week ago, totally cannot stand it.

Ran 2km with huixian because she failed her 2.4km. I was such a nice classmate to run with her, because i wanted to slack all the way and not accompany anybody to run. LOL. But ya, I ran 2km in the end.

Lunch at RP with janice, bee, lirong, huizhen staring at me while I eat. Anyway, we stayed till 4 plus and chatted about all the incidents when we are in lower sec. Funny&Memorable. :D We still laughed at the same old thing even though we have been talking about it everytime. Hah! I do miss 1E2, with the stress free life. But anyway, 4E3 is a fun class as well. :D

Ok, Shall study for SS now. Stupid chapter, I don't understand a single bit, I swear! I don't want to sacrifice my sleep!

Goodbye!

29.
i'm still waiting. (:

the feeling doesn't fade away.

2010-04-11T21:29:00.003+08:00

Ok, today was a long long long long long long long long day!

As usual, woke up at 4am, then mavis came to pick me up at 5plus. Waited for instruction, and was assigned to be station at the water point. Rot here and there, then stone for a while, slept for a while. The first runner came back at 2 hour and 30min plus. So we waited till like 9.30am then started to get busy.

Then, all the race are being flag off with a 15 minutes interval. By the time the elite race started it was 2pm. So we grumble like mad! While waiting, I fall asleep again. LOL. Then was busy looking out for hot guys... hahahaha!

We ended our duty at 5.10pm. It was almost 12 hours. So, collected the money and cab back with haqima and mavis. Reached home, immediatly rest and fall asleep because I was having a bad headache! ):

Anyway, this time round at the water point. We have even funnier things to laugh at, there is these guy who stuff his head into the container where we keep our water to make sure is cold. So he put his head into the container to cool himself, I swear, we were laughing like mad. The third guy who stuff his head into the container even ask us for permission and haqima took this photo. It was hilarious. Hahahaha!

Hah! Guess what, i'm motivated to train as an triathelete. Because, you can burn fats! :D The amount of fats burn for one thriathlon is really a very huge amount. Imagine running, cycling, swimming for 2 hours plus. I think I will die off somewhere.

Oh, the elites race ended really early. The first guy came back at 1 hour and 46 minutes plus. Which make his 10km run only 16.22. LIKE WHAT THE HELL RIGHT! I was so shocked upon hearing the timing, and 16minutes plus is my 2km plus plus plus, yet to hit 3km. It was really fast ok. Their pace of running is my pace of sprinting. LOL.

Ok, enough of all my long story. School tomorrow, I need to replenish even more sleep. Goodnight :D

28.

i won't change my mind.

2010-04-10T18:45:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 3.45am today. Bathe and breakfast at RP mac. Mum was superb, she woke up with me at 3am plus and walk with me to RP and we have breakfast together. Super good ok! :D

Then mavis came, and I hopped on her father's taxi. Picked up haqima then lirong and off to east coast. Collected our shirt and stuffs, and waited for further instruction. So, all of us are seperated to direct the direction for the bike section. Mavis and Haqima was damn near each other. While I was isolated under a shelter, surrounded with birds and facing the sea. Lirong was even worst, she was being deployed to somewhere real "u-lu". hahahaha.

The YOG participants had their race delayed due to the rain. Thus, we waited till 1.15pm. And 1.45pm for the elite race to start as well. Anyway, a lot of funny things happened. I heard this guy from the elite race shouted "Oh shit! Help me!" Like what the hell seriously, I laughed like mad.

The whole event ended at about 2 plus, went to sign out and collect our $20 :D Cab back to sengkang, had KFC then home straight.

Tomorrow gonna be another day, hopefully there will be no rain so that there will be no race being delayed and we could end earlier. I swear I was shivering like mad because the wind was so strong and i was located facing the sea. Haqima had a really good spot, got food, got drink, got toliet, got shelter, got bench. LOL. I had to walk to her stop to get something and eat and use the toliet.

Ok, all of us had quite a number of funny experiences, hopefully there will be more tomorrow. :D

Oh, and ANGANGANGANGANGANG! :D is not n-g-a, is a-n-g. (: hahahaha! I swear, his damn fast! :D

I'm motivated to train as a thriathlate. HAHAH!

time for homework! :D

27.

what my life would be holding you close to me.

2010-04-09T15:41:00.002+08:00

As usual, lessons were fine. But the weather was very bad. Luckily it just rain few minutes ago. PTM at 5pm later, and I break another hairband in school just now. What the hell right.. I broke my blue one last night. LOL.

Ok, homework soon. OSIM thriathlon on both saturday and sunday. Gonna wake up at like 3am plus later.): I almost pass my chem test! 1 more mark!!!!!! Owww. ): Gonna work harder next time.

Anyway, chinese mock was pretty fine. I thought the paper was quite alright. Hopefully the result will be alright too..

I'm watching "chao ji xing guang da dao 6" now. Hahaha, is damn nice ok. :D

till then. (:

26.

i found my answer.

2010-04-08T20:54:00.002+08:00

Lessons were fine as usual. Napha 5 stations after school. Did not really put in effort for it, only aim for an A for my shuttle run. And yup, I did made it! (: Oh, and I pass my geo common test 2. Like finally I pass at the first attempt! Though I only pass by 1 mark, but is already a big improvement for me. :D Shall continue to work even harder.

Street netball with the team, then sat at mac and chit chat with bee, lirong, janice, haqima and YL. Home at going 7pm. Then bathe and out for dinner with mum. OSIM thriathlon on sat and sun.

So yup, I think I will be damn tired. PTM tomorrow as well. Time for homework now!

Till then. (:

25.
you are still on my mind.

Westlife - If I let you go.

2010-04-07T22:35:00.002+08:00

Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find

The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see
you smiling back at me? ( oh yeah)
How will I know
if I let you go?

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

i miss you much.

2010-04-07T19:05:00.005+08:00

Home at 1am last night, i'm feeling super sleepy the whole day. Despite the fact that I went back to sleep at 8am when i wake up at 7am. Supposed to go back school for movie screening, but i choose to go back sleep because i was so tired.

Went to school, then slept through the second period of lit. Was feeling damn terrible the whole day. English mock at 2.40pm after that. It lasted all the way till 4pm. Ate with mum at compass, shop around. And home at about 6pm.

Homework and many stuffs to be done. till then. :D

24.

i was glad to know that you are fine.

you make a difference in my life.

2010-04-06T16:19:00.006+08:00

Came back home early today. No homework, no tests. Finally a day for me to relax, but no. I'm going to revise my work and practice my guitar. Didn't touch my guitar for going 2 weeks.

Assembly today was pretty cool. Lunch with lirong, haqima and shirley after school. And we started the bring mug and toothbrush thing. LOL.

It was full of laughter, I swear. heh!

ok, time to go off. I want to go pasa malam tonight! :D

till then (:

23.
i hope you are fine.

i wish you were here.

2010-04-05T18:36:00.003+08:00

Speed time graph test today. I didn't study at all because I thought is on wednesday. I doubt I could even score above 10. The moment I receive the paper, my mind went blank and I was stuck.

Waited for mavis after school while the others headed off to their match. Lunch with weilin and mavis at KFC, almost died from my cough this afternoon. Damn terrible! Lessons were fine. Time to study for chemistry.

Goodbye!

22.
be a little bit stronger and hold on a little bit longer.
no one know how it feels.

the more i think of it, the more i couldn't let go.

2010-04-04T22:47:00.004+08:00

I'm finally back home after a long day.

Headed for my eye check at little india, next to novena to register for my guitar exam, then headed to plaza sing to meet up with wen and esther.

Shopped around plaza sing around then meet up with cat. And 4 of us headed to cathay to catch "how to train a dragon". It was nice! :D I also want a dragon as my pet. hahahaha!

The show ended at 6.30pm. And we went over plaza sing to buy things. Train back to sengkang, and went to the market there and have our dinner. Saw deslyn there (:

Then walked around compass to buy even more things, then took 119 home. Slacked at 142 and home at 10pm.

Ok, school tomorrow. Time to pack up my lazyness and start studying. Not so much of tests this week. Thus, I need to start my revision. I swear, the time passes so fast. We are having MYE at the end of the month, but we only have language paper. so, is that consider a good thing?

Enough of rest for this 3 days, Julia, you need to start focusing again! did not do much revision for this few days. I need to start looking for teachers as well. I'm failing basically all my tests even though I studied. Something must have gone wrong about my study method.

Yep, I realise sufficient sleep is important. I'm still sick, part of why my vision was blurred probably because I didn't have enough sleep as well. Look how weak is my body when it comes to insufficient sleep. So, I should fulfill my promise and sleep early.

Goodnight. (:

21.
只有我了解这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪

I've already come so far.

2010-04-03T16:57:00.002+08:00

I NEED FOOD!

Wake up at 4pm. Heh! Pig, I know! Still trying hard to finish up all my homework, be it overdue or this week's.

Yes, movie tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

I don't wanna give up without trying.

2010-04-03T01:04:00.002+08:00

Bad news, I got a feeling I would suffer from another high fever after tonight. ):
Good news, none. ):

Mum brought me to the doctor again. 3rd time of this month. I went in for barely 2 minutes and I'm done. The auntie outside waiting for her turn and my mum laughed at me. LOL. The doctor gave me all the medicine that I never see before. And I got many packets of medicine to clear. ):

Did not really concentrate studying today because of my bad headache and the heat running in my body. Felt really uncomfortable even though I am in starbucks. Did not managed to have my salmon as well, had astons instead.

Saw quite a number of people today, Sooling, Tommy&Clique, Kokhong then Colin. Hahaha, How amazing!

Headed to green table after leaving compass. Then went to esther's house to watch "Bruce Almighty". Hahaha, home at 12am.

How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be strong enough to carry on?

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now,
That I am only dreaming,
That this is not goodbye,
This is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go,
So say it isn't so
- Gareth Gates "Say It Isn't So"

19.
I really miss you.

even when the days get hard.

2010-04-02T12:11:00.004+08:00

Back home at 11.30pm last night. Slept immediatly. And i had a good sleep for 12 hours. But yet, it caused me a headache currently. ):

I'm going out again soon. And Mum wants me to go see the doctor before dying from my cough. This is bad, because I am the one eating non stop. :X

Yup, studying later. Though is a good friday today, but is not good at all. LOL. till then :D

everywhere, everything is something regarding you.

2010-04-01T18:43:00.002+08:00

YES! END OF THURSDAY! :D I'M FREE I'M FREE I'M FREE!

end of my 6 tests week. (: SS was fine, the mindmap work. (: But I screwed up my vectors because I did not practice at all. Only remembered about the test when I reached school.

CDP had some sort of free period, geo as well. (: 3 days break this week, this is fantastic man! I am so gonna enjoy my break despite the homework given. CA marks are all out, screwed up totally! I had 45.7 for my english. Emaths B4. Geo C6. Chinese C6. Anyway, I passed my chinese and geo with exact 50 and 51.1 respectively. Suck ok!

Gonna study hard for my chem, cannot afford to fail this test again. Is demoralising! Anyway, I failed my physics common with only 17. Freaking irritating. Hopefully something could work out for my science. Is the worst subject that I have currently. DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT!

Ok, enough of my complains. Going out soon, till then. (:

18.
come to realise, we barely know each other.
but, you make me get so fond of you.
imy.

17.

2010-03-31T14:53:00.005+08:00

My desktop is back alive! Reformat the whole thing like again.

Lit mock was fine. Passage based question. :D Unseen was pretty ok too. Nothing much, had breakfast at mac with boo, mavis and weilin. Headed to RP with rach. Had 3 periods of lessons, and because of the lack of sleep last night, I didn't managed to focus for chemistry. It just make me sleepy.

Geo retest after school was fine. I forgot a few points, but hopefully I will still hit the criteria. Home straight after that. SS and Emaths tomorrow, need to start studying already. This friday is good friday :D NO SCHOOL, HEHE!

right, I think due to my lack of sleep. I've been having headache every now and then, and my cough is coming bad. which is really bad.. I need some rest, seriously..

I'M GOING TO MAKE IT THROUGH TOMORROW. jiayou! :D

I might not know when will we meet. But, everyday that pass by means that i am one day closer to be able to see you again.

2010-03-31T00:41:00.002+08:00

I planned out my revision schedule for this week. Yet I didn't follow at all, i'm going to screw the next few tests up. Especially my SS on thursday! SO DEAD! ):

Pray hard, give me passage based question tomorrow!

it grew from a simple crush

2010-03-30T18:28:00.004+08:00

I'm back home early. (:

Lessons as usual. English mock was pretty fine. KFC for lunch with boo and rach after the paper while the others take their PE O test. So stayed at KFC with weilin and boo to chat while the others went back school.

Left for home at 5plus. A very simple day, Lit&Geo tomorrow. I hope it will be passage based question for tomorrow's lit mock.

Good thing is, school is gonna end at 12.35pm tomorrow due to prefect invest. :D So gonna attend only 3 periods of lesson and home. Is a good thing since there is SS and Emaths test the next day. (: more time to study for the 2 tests.

And since i am home early today, I need to start memorising my geography.

goodbye (:

16.
its miserable, really.

11:11

2010-03-29T23:18:00.003+08:00

down with physics common test. It was hard, i swear. Even though Mrs.P revised with us before that, but I think i will flunk the paper. ): Not a good sign, Geo retest was postponed as all of us wished. :D

English mock tomorrow, I am going to spend tonight studying my geography since the test was postponed. Lit mock in the morning and geo will be in the afternoon. Busybusybusybusy..

Waited for the rest to come back from the game. And dinner with boo and rach at compass mos burger. Chatted for quite a while, and boo's understanding of horoscope is so accurate. Hahahaha!

Took 119 home, then went to green table to slack. Jiaxuan, Catherine and me were sitting there waiting for 2 cats fighting. Like seriously, we are so lack of something to do that we have to sit there and wait to see the 2 cats fight. It was funny, after about half an hour the 2 cats walked away which left the 3 of us in disappointment. hahahahaha!

Jiaxuan sent me home, and despite being so tired. I decided to stay up and study for geography.

Anyway, had 2.4km today. I came back at 16min plus. HAHAHAH! Literally slack like nobody business! Pohyee kept telling me that I can be faster than that, but too bad, I was really lazy to run better timing. heh! (:

i will wait.

that is all i can do now.

2010-03-28T23:04:00.004+08:00

Guess what. From the moment I switch on the brother's laptop, I barely look at my geography when I am going to have a retest tomorrow. I spend the whole night wandering around my blog, tumblr, facebook. And is the same old thing over and over again and yet I never get bored of it.

Now, I don't really know what am I exactly doing because I'm losing my focus terribly and couldn't concentrate at all.

This sucks a million!

P.S: I've yet to touch my physics, and its 11.08pm now!

My motivations are draining out, even my only motivation left is gone now. I would like to know what else can motivate me besides waiting to hear that he will be fine. ):

hold back those tears.

2010-03-28T14:58:00.003+08:00

I'm currently doing my subject checklist, and I finished my planning for next week. I hope the subject checklist will help.

I'm really down in mood, somehow. But I still stay strong to do what I am supposed to do, not going to breakdown at this point of time. 7 tests coming up for this week. At least 2 tests per day, I know I will survived through and pass all the tests! I know is too late to study for my geography and physics since I'm taking it tomorrow. But I ~~hope~~ believe something could work it out. (:

For the time being, I shall stop thinking so much and concentrate for this 7 upcoming tests.

till then. (:

it do hurt me knowing what happen.
i thought everything will be fine after you return back to school.
but didn't expect everything could turn out this way.
i don't understand, why must fate toy me like this.
i can't help, but complain, this really sucks.

fell so hard.

2010-03-27T21:32:00.002+08:00

"You walked into my life one day, then vanished into the thin air without a single word. Frankly speaking, then what am I to you in your life? I could not find you, could not reach you, but all I do everyday is to hope that your name will reappear on my phone. I really miss you."

I spend my whole day sleeping at home because I was having a bad headache. Guitar in the morning was fine, but i was so shag out on the way to novena. My head hurts, and I really feel like sleeping.

I'm going to plan out my week carefully. Filled with tests again, gonna get things right and score for my paper. Jiayou Julia. :D

And I shall not do anything today. LOL. :X Goodnight.

2010-03-26T23:20:00.002+08:00

1. I love my family (:
2. I am a fighter.
3. I can get 6As.
4. Now, everything feel so real. No longer a dream, because I can do it. :D
5. I want to precious the 2 angel in my life and love them : My parents. (the one who brought me to this world, who always get hurt by me, who always be there for me when I need someone, who always question me when they see me back with a sad face. )
6. I want to precious my siblings and love them too.
7. I miss you, where are you?
8. The camp was amazing, it made many of us cry. And my eyes were swollen.
9. I took out the courage to be there to wait for my turn and confess to my mum. But unfortunately, I didn't make it.
10. I'M GOING TO WRITE LETTERS TO MY PARENTS. (:

Last day of motivational camp.

2010-03-26T22:07:00.002+08:00

It was a fantastic 3 days event going on for straight 13 hours, sitting in the LT, listening and learning different things from the trainers. Though we were kind of unhappy in one of the session and it got the few of us so fed up that we actually attitude one of the trainer.

But yes, I still learn a lot of things. :D

Second day was the crying session. The afternoon session was typically a crying session for all of us. My eyes were swollen like mad, i swear! So, today wasn't so much of crying session except for the closing ceremony.

Mum came, though I've yet to tell her, "I love you". But I really couldn't take out my guts, I cried like mad and still hug my mum :D But after I calm down, she claim that the talk was dumb. LOL. Like seriously, I knew it! Hahahah! But i know deep down, she still learn a lot, I guess? Till now she is still complaining how stupid the talk was, but hahahahah. :D

Learn another few more things.

Believe in beliefs! Anyway, that was how I lose my $10. hahah! but its ok, now is the end of motivational camp, let's turn this to action.

Time to act :D So, i shall have my supper and had sufficient sleep.

Guitar tomorrow, (:

counting down everyday.

2010-03-24T22:31:00.003+08:00

"A loser let the emotions control them"

Attended the "I am gifted, so are you" programme. Yup, which is my motivational camp. It turns out to be really great. My trainers are really humorous, except for the lady in my afternoon session. But, she shared a pretty sad story, it made me think through a bit. But, I choose to ignore because I thought it was better for the time being.

Ok, it did not turned out to be full of lecturing of philosophy. Today was pretty brief, more on introductions instead of going straight into those skills they were supposed to teach us. Started on super memory skills and using diagrams for notes. I think the drawing of diagrams was pretty cool. (:

Next, we had breaks. For quite a few times, and dinner at about 6 going 7pm. Ended the programme with reflections. Homed with YL after that. Another new exposure, although I was losing my voice but I still got really high with the others. Hahahahah!

"Choices have consequences"

And well, I really understand how loser I am in the past. Amazingly, I really got to know myself better. I was lucky I realised it at this point of time rather than letting my emotions to control me, I postponed it. hahaha!

More to come tomorrow, Goodnight. :D

i just didn't know what to do.

2010-03-23T17:22:00.002+08:00

back from school. :D I'm real early today, no plans for the night. But i shall get some rest first.

Well, lessons are pretty fine today. Except for the fact that I did not talk much because my throat hurts and my cough worsen.

Assembly on the motivational camp tomorrow, just briefing. The sec 2s will be off for their sec 2 camp as well, and they are so lucky that they are going bintan but yet our batch have to go changi =.=

but nevermind, i hope the motivational camp is fun for us to make up for our loss for not going bintan. Yes, I HOPE. Had geo mock exam after that, I was confidents for the last question but not the rest of the paper, got back my geo class test on tourism, failed by 1 mark again. But the paper was badly done, real badly. Got only 1 mark for my 8 marks question and i only wrote one paragraph for that question. :X

Gonna catch up with my physics, maths and geo these few days. Hope I have the time.

Shall take a very good break this week, I can't wait for friday. heh!

goodbye!

2010-03-23T00:38:00.001+08:00

“I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; for those were some of the best times of my life.”

— (via idareyoutoclickthis.tumblr.com)

believe that everything will be good and unbroken.

2010-03-23T00:18:00.003+08:00

If tomorrow I never score well for my geo, I really know where is the damn problem that goes wrong. I swear, I didn't study hard enough for this geo paper. I'm prepare to flunk the paper tomorrow.

First day of school, lessons as usual. Everything as usual, 2km during PE. literally slack like hell! I came back at 14.24. LOL. Wanted to hit 15.00 but, nevermind. LOL. Then, lit test after school. I don't think I will score well, because I just whack throughout the whole paper. Never even open up my book to revise. Purely based on memory..

Pizza hut with boo, weilin and lirong. Then walked around compass while weilin left first, then back home to change and studied at mac with lirong and boo. We are very focus today, but sadly, I didn't managed to focus much on my geo.

YES! tomorrow is tuesday! Which means wednesday is approaching and motivational camp! NO LESSONS, HA-HA-HA! though second week will be flooded with test again, but who cares. I need a break!

I didn't fulfill my promise to sleep before 11pm, yet i reached home at 12am. LOL. Time for beauty sleep again, goodnight :D

8 days.
i didn't know i would felt so empty at times.

you run through my mind everyday.

2010-03-22T00:46:00.003+08:00

School reopening in another few hours time. I've decided to take a good break this coming saturday. Movie pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

i hope they change the damn timetable! the old timetable is crazy! like tomorrow, I will be having 2 periods of english and chinese for straight 4 periods. =.= 2 hours of language straight at the start of every week. I wonder how I survive actually...

k, enough of that. goodnight (:

i will wait.
though, i may get a little impatient.
but i know time will prove it all.
because i know, you are the one that i will always be worried for.

replay.

2010-03-21T12:32:00.003+08:00

School reopening tomorrow! A little bit of unwillingness. But yup, thinking that i'm a few more months nearer to O level make me feel very excited, hahaha. I hope this excitement last me through till the end of the paper.

I'm setting new goal for this term:

1. Pass all my tests.

2. Sleep before 11pm every night.

3. Hand up all my homework.

Ok, i'm going out to study later. Like finally i'm going out, I almost died yesterday staying at home for the whole day. hahaha. goodbye! :D

2010-03-20T23:39:00.001+08:00

OSIM triathlon on 10th april!
What's the killer fact?
REPORTING TIME 5.30AM! = CAMPING IN SCHOOL AND WAKING UP AT 3AM AGAIN.
nononononononononononono, please nooooooooooooo!

your smile is enough to melt someone's heart.

2010-03-20T14:05:00.002+08:00

My usual saturday, down to novena for guitar. But, went to plaza sing to get some stuffs before heading back home. I shall start my geography notes before its too late. (:

The weather is very cold, i'm wearing my windbreaker everywhere I go, even at home. I think my temperature is rising again, OH NOOOOOOOOOO! School reopening in 1 more day. Motivational camp from wed to fri. However, lit test on monday and geo mock on tuesday. LOL. We still must suffer from 2 test per week even though they are going to let us off for motivational camp for the next 3 days.

Motivational camp will end at 9pm everyday. hopefully I still can type out interesting stuffs by the time i reach home and everything. I got sudden craving for re ben chun! hahahah!

full power for geo! jiayou! :D

2010-03-20T00:28:00.003+08:00

For the fact that you will always be there for me as long as you can make it, I will be brave. (:
You can treat me like your younger sister, but i know falling for you was never a mistake.
Because of you, I promise to become someone stronger. (:

2010-03-19T22:25:00.002+08:00

Overdue photos. Fun and memorable! hahahaha! :D

I'm a lucky girl. I just realised I accidentally throw away my sec 3 pure geo textbook, and I was so lucky that cat's sister is a pure geo student too. So I borrowed her book for my revision for this coming tuesday's geo mock exam. Thank god! :D

And, the feeling suck so much knowing that I might not be able to see you for the following days. I hope at least I can see you before my school starts. ):

Enough of all these stuffs, my temperature has gradually decrease. Which explain why am I so full of energy right now, power up for geography notes! I've finshed my homework except for boring comprehension that I decided to clear it tomorrow since I will stay at home.

Goodbye :D

how special you really are.

2010-03-19T13:13:00.002+08:00

Down with fever yesterday. 38.1 degree! So I slept at home the whole day. Afternoon went to see doctor, and slept at 1plus. Wake up at about 5plus, and went back to sleep shortly at about 6plus, till this mornining 5am, ate my medicine and back to sleep till 10am plus. Can't afford to sleep today, was suppose to clear my homework by yesterday but eventually i took up my whole day sleeping.

Few more questions to go for vectors. I wish I got more time. Anyway, all i left now is my undone questions for vectors and english comprehension. I believe I can finish it by today. I got my motivation to keep me going. :D

Ok, so let's get all the work done and take a real good rest for this holiday.

I WANT TO GO UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!!! (for the second time, LOL!)

BYE! :D

beyond words.

2010-03-17T23:27:00.002+08:00

I'm sick! ): Down with flu and sore throat! I'm in a rather bad condition now.

Bought a new earpiece and everlast shoe. Didn't shop much because mum went to pray with dad. So I took 80 back alone and fall asleep on the way. There is this crazy guy who shouted in the middle of the bus then jump and clap. Freak me out totally.

Home and then went out to study again, then back home again. I still got work left undone, i am down with YOG project and national geographic worksheet. SS, comprehension, maths left. Ok, jiayou julia! :D

I mixed the days today, I thought tomorrow was wednesday and thought today was thursday then thought tomorrow will be friday. Ok, in short, I think I was so busy that I mixed up the days. LOL.

Ok, so now is wednesday and tomorrow is thursday. Yes, 2 more days. Motivation to clear homework: Arrival of friday! You can don't understand what does that mean, but is my one and only motivation left.

I WANT TO GO UNIVERSAL STUDIO. IS SUPER OH MY GOD OK!

Goodnight. :D

2010-03-17T11:29:00.002+08:00

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you!

This, is not a good thing. ):

I shall prepare and go for my haircut and shopping! But as I am happily planning what to get, I turn and look at the piles of books on the dining table.

"Forget it, I better clear you up by tonight."

LOL. bye!

being with you is all that it matters.

2010-03-17T00:50:00.003+08:00

Right, so let's start from this morning's CRT! :D We had chemistry experiment! And it was damn freaking cool! I like the blue colour solution because it was damn nice! Anyway that was copper chloride, we did flame test as well. And it was damn freaking cool, I swear! I love the experiment to the max :D

I want try magnesium's flame test. It gives silvery pink. I wonder how will it look like. (: Obviously I am proud to show off to you my experiment results :D

Except for the one with the black precipitate. the others are freaking chio ok! :D

Didn't attend oral, wanted to do project. But didn't managed to either. Lunch with lirong at RP kopitiam. Then went home to bathe. Meet up with YL at hougang mall and had her lunch. Train down to toa payoh and headed to CHIJ Toa Payoh for their trials.

Their trials ended at 8 plus going 9pm. Headed back to sengkang after that. Meet up with cat, had my dinner and slack till 12am and home.

Mum gonna bring me to shopping tomorrow. :D I'm thinking through whether should I get a crumpler. LOL. So yup, i'm tired.

time to sleep! goodnight. (:

2, non stop repeating of your name.

i swear, you filled my mind.

2010-03-15T23:25:00.004+08:00

CRT this morning was great. I'm able to absorb. Everything was going on pretty well. LRT home with pohyee after that. Bathe and took bus to serangoon. Meet up with cat, esther and wen and head to fantasie. I'm a very very very good girl today, I didn't touch any alcohol, and drink only plain water and I studied on my bus trip down to serangoon. (:

Dinner at chomp chomp, home at 10.30pm.

As usual, CRT tomorrow. But Geo retest and oral tomorrow as well. I've decided to flunk my oral because i think is damn crazy if i really prepare the 10 pictures and passages I would rather you kill me on the spot. LOL.

Ok, I got tons of homework for holiday. I shall stay at home and clear it tomorrow. Then play as hard as possible before this week end.

Goodbye people! :D

i don't even know whether are those tears for you.
or maybe, i just miss you too much.

2010-03-15T00:24:00.002+08:00

more on facebook! :D
off for my beauty sleep, goodnight. :D

and maybe is true that i can't live without you.

2010-03-14T22:47:00.003+08:00

Currently at jiaxuan's house. Still waiting for esther to be back with wen. CRT tomorrow in the morning , hopefully i can wake up on time. LOL.

Guitar this afternoon was quite alright. Did sight reading and improvisation and intepretation. It was damn cool, :D then, headed to burger king at compass to study. Met up with mum to have dinner. After that slack with cat, and now jiaxuan house..

Ah, i'm freaking mood-less now. ): neither do i know what happen to me as well. Hopefully something can cheer me up soon, damn it damn it damn it damn it!

2010-03-14T01:06:00.002+08:00

I just need a word or even a sentence from you to keep me going.
Sometimes, I just want to rely on you for the rest of my days.
Then, share with you everything of mine.
But, I don't have the courage and confidence that something between us could spark.
I know loving is not about wanting, but...

i want to rely on you.

2010-03-14T00:24:00.003+08:00

My apology to the people that have communicated with me, be it this morning or just now. I know my attitude kinda suck today. Especially towards haqima, lirong and mavis. Sorry peeps!

Camp last night was terrible? Anyway, we pranked call people at night, then had mac for supper, slept at 2am when we are suppose to wake up at 3am, walked to hougang mall to board the bus to sentosa for CIP. but, the bus didn't came and the organizer had to send 8 cabs just to fetch us there.

The 4 of us sat at one of the organizer's car. And the driver hit 120km/hr early in the morning when all of us are only half awake. I was so tired that I fell asleep while waiting for time to pass. Skipped lunch, bathe and back to harbour front. Lunch with rach, yl, lirong at just acia. Home-d and fell asleep immediatly when i reached home. Overslept till 7.30pm when I'm supposed to meet cat at 7.30pm.

But still, meet up with her and dinner at subway, bought birthday cake. then meet up with esther, wen, jiaxuan. Headed to huanwei's house and celebrate his birthday. Then rot there and played with his nephew. Took the last 86 home.

Ok, this is my whole day. Its holiday, i'm gonna take a very good break this march holidays. I swear, I would break down if this holiday didn't arrive.

Goodnight.

being happy is not difficult.

2010-03-11T17:41:00.002+08:00

GOODJOB JULIA, YOU JUST PULL THROUGH THURSDAY! :D

I swear today suck to the max! my eyes can hardly open even though i slept before 12am last night. I was damn tired and I finally fall asleep in chinese lesson. NO GOOD NO GOOD ):

anyway, many of them left at 9am this morning. leaving only me, mavis and boo behind. But its ok, we still pull through it together, hahaha! (: Geo during the last 2 periods, I gave up my 8 marks question, is on ecotourism. then, i was so lucky that social and economic impact is only 6 marks. I tried to crap as much as I can.

Reflection, then waited for mavis to finish her amaths. Lunch at KFC, home at 4plus. Saw maoxiang on the way home. (:

by the way, congrats to both team getting 3rd :D jiayou for nationals! :D

vectors sucks, really... I still got 2 vectors worksheet to hand up tomorrow. sian only... =.=

TOMORROW IS FRIDAY :D camp at 8pm, hahaha! cool ok. gonna have some photography lesson for skills. THIS IS SUPERB! :D

you wouldn't be lonely.

2010-03-10T21:46:00.003+08:00

Hello people! First of all, happy birthday to onghuizhen! May your dreams come true ok... :D

Right, sportsday today was boomzx! HAHAH! I was late, and it was raining. But it doesn't kill our mood, as i always say, netballers cannot get together. Because we will get very crazy. So today is a perfect example, we cheered for many people, cheered during CCA relay for netball and basketball. I went crazy with janice over (#1), then scream on the top of my voice when (#2) run, then sometime i will have different people cheering with me (#3, #4, #5).

Took quite a number of photos. We headed to hougang mall's pastamania to have lunch. Then decided to go over kovan and play bowling. We had hell lots of jokes and laughters, like "ILWC", hahaha! then we meet up with the basketballer, and we went to play pool as well. Left the place at going 6pm.

Many left. So, me, huizhen, lirong, yuling, clarence, joseph, weichang, went to have dinner with dominique's family at the nearby coffee shop. Before that we had murderer to kill time, LOL. Finish dinner at about 7plus, and took 119 home.

Had a 15minute nap just now, and now I need to mug hard for my geography paper tomorrow.

Both team are playing 3rd and 4th placing tomorrow. I got no idea whether are we allow to go, but i doubt so. They are leaving at 9am. =.= So yup, goodluck to team for their game tomorrow! Jiayou jiayou! :D

As for me, I shall continue with my revision, jiayou to myself too. hahaha!

Goodbye!

2010-03-09T17:41:00.003+08:00

Ok, a post before I head back to school. (:

SS test was fine. I was glad I did managed to get most of the things into my head. Though there are still a few information not stated clearly, but I think I can pass. :D Studying 2 topics at one go is not easy, really..

Then, chinese had compo competition. I think I wrote it out of point somehow because I didn't wrote any story. But, nevermind. (: Ok, I had a shock during assembly? hahahahahahaha!

Had a forest fire nearby, which cause the haze at our school area. Chokes me kinda badly during the SS test, whatsmore our classroom is at level 4. And, lessons were fine today. Nothing much either, survived through the 3 periods of geography. Was feeling pretty restless during maths, I don't know why. Probably because vectors really suck! ): I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO!

Lunch with mavis, lirong, javier and rebecca just now. I'm going back school soon, to meet up with YL as she is having training. Need to go look for present already, hahaha!

Sportsday tomorrow, goodbye!

2010-03-08T20:32:00.003+08:00

The feeling of, "whew, I am no longer affected by whatever you write."
Make me feel so proud of myself. :D
Because all I do now is, read and then look away for other stuffs.
&
The sudden flashback of, "Oh, something did happened."
Make known to me, how important you are actually.

I try my best not to think about you.

2010-03-08T20:14:00.003+08:00

My memory is failing me, I forget quite a number of things that happen recently. LOL. Dinner with esther and wen, then meet up with cat. Chat till 11plus and home after that. Bathe and went to sleep straight after reaching home.

Upon sleeping at 12am sharp, I still woke up and stare into blank space for a few minute before bathing. LOL. PE was damn tiring, did circuit! I almost die after the whole thing. I swear, my stamina really suck now, and I can't run anymore. LOL.

Despite dying from the circuit, SS after that was taken by miss shamini. Then the following lessons were all fine. Took mrs lim car to SBC to watch the basketball finals. Lost along the way, So we were late. It was a pretty nice match, but i swear i thought I was having suana over there. I perspire like mad, and felt damn sticky all over. But anyway, congrats for getting champion. :D

Took the school bus back, then street netball a while. Met up with YL and mavis. Then stayed in school for a while, and left for dinner at KFC. Home straight after dinner.

SS mock tomorrow, I need to mug hard for the paper. Sports day on wednesday, like sian only. I'm still thinking whether should I go on that day. Owwwww. ): No event that day, I really feel like sleeping at home instead! Whatsmore geo test the next day, there will be a lot of things for me to cover.

Ok, I shall shut my crap.

Goodnight. (:

you're different in a way i can never describe.

2010-03-07T13:24:00.002+08:00

Woke up early today, and pizza hut for breakfast. hahahah! ok, anyway it was brunch. Together with my lunch, LOL. Its been long since I enjoy the quiet-ness of being alone at home, so i hope today will be the day.

One thing i'm not satified and unhappy is that, today is sunday. ): Not because i'm returning school tomorrow, but.... ): Even the plan to go down town was canceled as well. ):

I finish my homework already, which i think is a good thing. :D But I hope that somebody will just ring me up and ask me go out, at least before today end. ):

sometimes, i really doubt how you feel about me.

2010-03-06T21:52:00.003+08:00

Back from cathay. Out at 4plus, and meet up with yuling. Then study at starbucks, so didn't manage to catch my show. ): Part of it was because I have to leave early, anyway, I SERIOUSLY REGRETTED NOT CATCHING THE SHOW! Damn it damn it damn it damn it! ):

anyway, back to sengkang to meet huanwei and his another friend. Suppose to meet cat they all at green table too, but cat suddenly say no mood again. So left after like 5 minutes when 3 of us reach there. But anyway, the 2 guy sent me home.

And now, I need to clear up my e-learning. I done most of my homework already. I'm very happy :D If only every week of school we can have friday off too. It will be fantastic! (:

Ok, 2 more test coming up for this week. Jiayou to myself!

BYE!

two is better than one.

2010-03-06T13:27:00.002+08:00

You can't imagine how hard I try, not to feel annoyed by the fact that I was being "put pigeon" today. But for the sake of who you are, I try to calm myself down then tell myself that today will be a good day. Crazy, I know.

Guitar was pretty fine today. Changed my schedule, bought my grade 1 textbook, paid my school fee. LOL.

I had mac for lunch a few minutes ago. Random! hahahahaha!

Ok, this is what you get when you try to be optimistic. I gave up my seat for a lady today. I feel so proud of myself. And I better shut up before all of you come and whack me. hahahahhaahaha!

I'm going for movie with YL later. so is not that bad afterall, I still got movie to watch eventually. ALICE IN THE WONDERLAND. HEHEHEHEHE! :D

time to finish up e-learning, goodbye!

2010-03-06T01:44:00.004+08:00

No fear. Even though everything is uncertain.

Guitar tomorrow.

make it perfect.

2010-03-05T18:58:00.003+08:00

Back from their semis. Exciting! Continue to play hard! Jiayou team! (:

Had KFC with lirong and yuling. And the whole KFC was flood with groups and groups of people. Left after we finish eating. I'm super bored! Finish my homework in the morning already, need to do elearning later.

Sianzxzxzxzxzx! I want to go out! till then.

Damn it, where are you? ):

2010-03-04T23:51:00.002+08:00

I SHALL WAKE UP EARLY TOMORROW AND STUDY!
TOMORROW IS FRIDAY! :D

even if the sky is falling down.

2010-03-04T19:45:00.004+08:00

IS THURSDAY! :D E learning day tomorrow, which means no need to wake up early, no need to go to school! Gonna finish my elearning homework only after the match, so tomorrow I will make own transport down for both b&c div's match.

Jiayou, Nvnetball! :D I believe both division could make it into the finals, tomorrow's game is ours! :D

I only got 18 for my physics. Should I be sad or happy? After so much, I finally passed. But yet, the average score is 20plus in the class. ): And, emaths today was a disaster! I'm feeling stress somehow, all the subjects feel so heavy out of a sudden. Including chinese. I only got 13 for my letter writing. I'm getting C6 or D7 for most of my test recently. ): This is not good, really....

I need to start studying!

I'm doing a new song for my guitar exam, but this song seems to get me nowhere. I still can't change my chord as fast as how it should be. And I feel nothing but scare, ):

suck man! I feel so depress out of a sudden over my studies and guitar. Ok, nevermind. Shall start studying soon, goodbye!

2010-03-03T20:20:00.004+08:00

Dinner with lirong and yuling was damn hilarious. Yuling even roll on the floor when we are on the way to RP. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha! Its been so long since I laugh so hard like this.

Friday -elearning day & match for both b&c div.

Saturday - Milo triathlon briefing.

Make my wish come true on sunday please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"L" to the "o" to the "v" to the eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2010-03-03T16:03:00.003+08:00

Reached home at 3pm plus. Lunch with huizhen at CP mos burger just now. All of them had PE o make up lesson. So I came home early because I don't feel like staying in school.

Today is wednesday! Breakfast with a lot of people at mac, then lesson start. Physics test was quite alright, I hope I can passed. Emaths tomorrow, hopefully I can make it through.

So fed up during Emaths lesson because of the vector stuffs. I keep screaming for mrsloo but she ignored me. LOL.

I'm very tired, and I don't know why. I need a nap badly now!

By the way, we no longer have 24 hours, because we are short of 1.26 microsecond. So I need to start treasuring the time more. Check this out : http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20100303/tts-chile-quake-us-science-nasa-972e412.html

I swear is damn cool!

Good"night" :D

too early to confirm anything right now.

2010-03-02T20:30:00.004+08:00

Today was.... Crazy?

Anyway, a lot of things happened recently. I was stunned. Glad that I didn't lose focus today. Lessons were fine, I killed a lot of brain cells over something. I'm glad mavis and lirong keep drilling me to study, and i know i have to. 7 more months!

I want to say so much but is too early for everything. Soon probably? I only know all those things kept running in my mind, again and again and again and again. OHMYGOD, I'M SERIOUSLY CRAZY!

Its wednesday tomorrow! meaning luxury breakfast with waking up late and another day closer to friday. Favourite day of mine, but yet the one with the suck-iest lessons. LOL.

I'm launching my tumblr soon, is cool :D

Bye!

note to self : JULIA NGA, STUDY!

forever and always.

2010-03-01T21:38:00.003+08:00

Let's see. Home at 2.30am last night, and wake up at 6am for school. Lucky today's lesson were not so heavy, still can manage. Skip physics CRT, cabbed home and meet huanwei at somerset.

Supposed to watch movie, but no time for it. So decided to walk around there while waiting for esther and wen. Then meet them at heeren jack's place, esther treat :D hahahaha! Anyway, I ate the student meal, so nothing special either. Argued with huanwei like nobody business.. LOL.

Then seperate with them and accompany huanwei back to boonlay. The whole train trip was damn stupid, we argued for the same topic from somerset to boonlay. Never ending somemore. LOL. Ok, then went jurong point to walk a while. We seperate at about 6plus, then bus back alone from jurong west to toa payoh.

Damn the bus trip, it tooks me 1 and a half hour! So changed to circle line after reaching toa payoh. Reach home at going 9pm when I left the place at 6.45pm. Damn shag! But well, today was not too bad. hah! I found another reason for me to look forward to friday and weekends. :D

Off for homework, till then. :D

2010-02-27T23:34:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOD! ):
I CANNOT IMAGINE MY FOLLOWING DAYS AND WEEKENDS WITHOUT 終極三國! I'M SO GOING TO MISS MY BOYFRIEND. ):

I swear the ending is damn stupid.

we are so wonderful.

2010-02-27T21:06:00.004+08:00

It was a long day. Let's start from last night. :D

Went weilin house for steamboat, rach played mahjong and all of us had a really good laugh. Then I rushed to esther's house, so nice to see huanwei ok! :D Talked to him and stuffs, then went in to esther's room to watch them play cards. Keep shooting joel, and I told him, its been long so I decided to shoot him tonight. HAHAHAHA.

Joel and his stead as well as Junjie and his stead left early. While we left at about 1am. Sent minyi home with jiaxuan and amanda. Slack at the playground and camwhore because we were so so so so so so bored. Minyi's neighbour was there too, and he crapped with us like no tomorrow. =.=

Left the place at 3am. Walked back home, they sent me home first. Bathe, and went have a quick nap for 2 hours. Woke up and cabbed to school for CIP. I was kinda blur in the morning. Went to CP for breakfast with the netballers. And we camped at the new market near compass point.

We ended at 10.30am and went starbucks for a drink. hahahha! Left the place at 11.45pm, and went back school. Mrsyeo brought her son, but her son ignored me ): Then waited for huizhen&co. to come back. Left the school at 12plus. Accompany YL home, then off to my house. We left to study at CP after that.

And I slept at subway for 1 hour because I was damn tired. The moment I opened up my book, my eyelid started to feel heavy. LOL. Left the place at 8plus and we walked home. Saw huanwei, (: But he was waiting for his friend so left after that.

Guitar tomorrow and team jacket. Like finally. I need to clear my homework already. Goodbye!

2010-02-27T04:08:00.002+08:00

One thing that i love the most, the fact that huanwei came to meet us today. :D Its been centuries since I last saw him, so great that he is having homeleave now. He feel so different, but people changed. Is ok, i'm glad he look like how he look before going back last year.

Post&Photos tomorrow, I reach home at 3.30am. CIP later, SIANZXZXZXZXZ!

Goodnight. :D

i'm only up when you not down.

2010-02-25T22:07:00.003+08:00

Sanguo will be ending soon ): I don't know when will be the next time I will see my boyfriend. I just told sharon and co. I will camp outside their company just to see them. LOL. I do hope that they will continue their singing career after the end of Sanguo. ): I hope they don't disband or something.

Ok, usual routine in school. Left early and headed for heats. 2nd for discus, though the results are yet to be finalise but good thing was I broke my own record which is like 17m plus, bad thing was I only get a 2nd. Seriously, DAMN IT! 82 home, then bathe and went to meet YL to study.

Dinner at mac, then home at 9.40pm plus. I'm having a bad headache again, probably because I was under the sun for a long time just now. Shall rest soon.

I want to watch the team's game with sengkang tomorrow. But i doubt the teachers will allow us to go because we got chinese mock. ): Anyway, no matter what. Fight hard! I believe you guys can do it. VIVA LA VISTA. :D

Is friday tomorrow! But on the other note, there will be CIP on saturday. like sian only! Ok, last test to pull through. Few more coming up next week, damn damn damn! JIAYOU JULIA, FOR THE SAKE OF YOUR AFTER OS TRIP!

Goodbye!

you lift me feet off the ground.

2010-02-24T20:50:00.003+08:00

Hello!

I am very happy today. I don't know why, but I'm so high today. Hahaha! First thing in the morning, "LAO YU SHENG" with the team. :D Then group photo and off for mock exam. It was fine, and the topic was pretty cool. LOL.

Lessons were fine like everyday. Then board the bus and down to RP for their match with anderson. They won! :D So, they are top 4 now! :D Stayed in school till 6plus and left for their dinner at KFC. Ohmygod, terrible ok! I've been visiting KFC everyday.

Leave the place at 7plus, home and I'm going for a run later on. Until I digest my food, hahahah! SS test tomorrow. ):

Overdues photos!
I got a really cool idea for my NYAA silver, but I don't think my suggestion will be accepted. LOL. Whatever, GOODBYE!

no more heartbreaks! :D

2010-02-23T19:55:00.004+08:00

SANGUO IS DAMN COOL. :D Sacrifice my time to watch even though geo there is geo mock today. Next episode gonna be climax again! :D I seriously cannot resist my boyfriend ok! ♥♥♥

First, I'm prepared for the geography retest. Because I suck at river and coast. I detest this whole topic, and it seems like i am losing interest in geography. NO, I MUST HOLD ON! ):

Lessons were fine. Gonna take english mock with the others tomorrow morning. Then afternoon shall go down to support the team for their game with anderson. (: Jiayou!

Lunch with boo and mavis just now. We made this promise, somehow, to work and earn money then fly to taiwan after Os! I'm gonna look for my boyfriend while boo gonna find her happiness. hahahaha! Mavis shall go korea alone, hah! Anyway, it will be damn cool if it really come true. I SERIOUSLY CAN'T WAIT FOR OS TO BE OVER! To fly to taiwan shall be my motivation to pull through my Os.

I feel like running now. I think is super "shiok" to run at night, i shall do it every night. Obviously I'm joking. :X Ok, whatever.

BYE. :D

you're beautiful no matter what they say.

2010-02-22T21:08:00.003+08:00

I just went for a 20 minute run just now. It was supposed to be running aimlessly and hit 30minute, but i swear i'm dying halfway up the slope. I need to conquer that damn slope man! Because every single time I will just die off at the slope!

So ok, lessons are fine. I COULD NOT BELIEVED THAT I JUST SCREWED UP MY CHEMISTRY TEST, #$($%*^&$%*@#&

i am damn disappointed ok! I don't know what happen to me, because the moment the paper came to me, i started dozing off. Until about last 5 minutes, then i was shocked that my handwriting sucks a million! I literally scribbled on the script, though my answers were still generated from my brains, but.... OHMYGOD! please, please, please, please!

So, chemistry down. Lunch at KFC with boo and mavis. Then back to school. We were supposed to study, yet, Boo&I sat down there and chit chat all the way until they were released. LOL. So they had their dinner at KFC, like what the hell. hahaha! Ate egg tarts for dinner, then left the place at about 8plus.

Geography tomorrow, thank god! Is not too heavy, but I hope I can make it! It was amazing how I actually scored pretty well for my SS common test. I got 11/25 though is a fail. But if I did studied for britan healthcare I could have jolly well done better. The first essay was L3. I swear, I was shocked! But anyway, good try julia! hahaha! :D

And, ok. I got a lot more to say actually. heh! Had physics lesson at library today. Mrs. P is so good ok. (: But I sat right infront of the aircon, and by the end of the lesson, I was rushing out of the room. LOL. And, PE we had creative game. The game was pretty fun when the whole class play together, though is kinda chaos. (:

So yup, I really did enjoyed my day. Except for the chemistry part, ):

Off for my geography (I WANT WATCH SANGUO!), goodbye people! :D

once bitten, twice shy.

2010-02-21T21:47:00.004+08:00

It feels like there are thousands of workers drilling in my head. I'm having a really bad headache now. ):

Went to the teacher's house today. Kaihe is really cute. :D And weilin mum's is nice enough to fetch us to the quartz. (: 7 person squeezing in the backseat. Super terrible! LOL.

Blackjack at mrs chong's house. Cool, somethings are coming back. heh! $$ Ok, dinner with rach, domi, lirong, yuling and beejuan at pastamania. Some good food to end off the day.

Bus back home with yuling. Yet to study for my chemistry tomorrow. Please let some miracles happen. My headache is getting worst, got to study. goodnight!

2010-02-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

I know I'm very random.
I went to check out the church that I used to sneak in when I was young, and here is it. :D
Church of the Nativity of the Blessed Virgin Mary (1852)

I remember I used to sneak in there and make a wish that I could find someone whom loves me, (I know i'm too young for that) and I would be happy everyday or stuffs like that. I used to sneak in when mum happened to bring me to school earlier. Until one day, the door was locked and I couldn't went in, then I left my kindergarden for P1.

Anyway, I've been passing by there very often. And there was this day when I passed by there again, then I told my mum, "My wedding shall be held here". Hah! Mum scolded me crazy at that moment. It sound really crazy to even decide which church I want my wedding to be held at, because I don't even have a partner.

But whatever, I think is cool to go back again because this is part of my childhood days. I'm so going to go back there someday. :D

No offence to any religious group or anything, is just purely a post of mine. (:

2010-02-20T22:44:00.003+08:00

Pool with peifang, xiuqi, angel and edwin was not too bad.
Another weird combination, but i like. :D
Dinner with peifang. Everything was great, (:

I love this sentence, is something like
"There is a reason why some people don't stay in your life."

My dear friend, letters after letters.
I hope you could change.
It was very shocking to hear from the others saying that you've changed.
But I just want to believe in you for the last time.
Please don't disappoint me, or even us, again.
I really miss you and those time.

be happy be happy be happy!

2010-02-20T15:00:00.004+08:00

Guitar this morning, nearly couldn't wake up because i'm damn tired. But still drag myself down novena for lesson, and i screwed up totally today. My fingers are not moving, i'm not reacting to the notes and the whole feeling is not there. Time to practice! Because exam is just less than 4 months. Good thing being, I don't have to prepare for my chinese Os. Hah!

Lunch with deslyn at longjohn. She lied to me that she have some company dinner tonight and I believe her. Then she laugh so hard because I look damn serious when I'm asking her questions about her "company". Damn it, LOL.

Hougang mall for project later. I'm so so so lazy to go out, I just feel like nua-ing at home instead of stepping out of my house because tomorrow will be a really busy day.

Anyway, photos tomorrow.

bye!

thank god, its over.

2010-02-20T00:18:00.003+08:00

Total defence day today, had sweet potato for recess. Fire drill during physics lesson, we keep moving forward just to get into the shade. Super funny. PE, 2km. Sucks man, my stamina drop like hell but still I got 13.15 after not running for 2 months. Ok, I am suppose to run but I didn't went for any runs at all. :X

Mock exam after school, my first time writing so much for compo. Anyway, I'm getting more and more sian of my compo, because I wrote almost the same story for every compo that was given to me. LOL.

Lunch with mavis at pizza hut and bought haqima her present. Rush back school just to pass her the present, while mavis went home. Chat with boo, rach and yuling a while and left the school at 4.30pm.

Bathe, and off to rangguang to meet up with lirong and co. and head to boo's house for steamboat. :D Blackjack until they change to mahjong, again, I didn't earn much and almost lose it all. Home at 11pm. Super tired now.

Congrats to both division for winning their game yesterday and today. (: And as well as those who have been identified. :D Good luck for the rest of the games. Shall wait for you guys to step into yishun sports hall. (:

Anyway, Guitar tomorrow, I need to sleep! Goodnight.

2010-02-18T18:21:00.004+08:00

LIFE SUCKS, BUT THIS FEELING SUCKS MORE!

After tonight, I must be a happy girl tomorrow.

standing up again.

2010-02-18T16:17:00.002+08:00

Chat with cat and sister last night. I seriously don't know what to do ok. I agree with what the both of them say, and I hope I got enough courage for it. But obviously, I DON'T HAVE. So yes, I shall finish my homework first before knowing what to do next.

Lunch with pohyee, sharon, chole, yuerong. I think is a super weird combination, because I don't really go lunch with my classmate. Anyway, it turn out well with full of laughter. (: Went home straight after lunch to take care of grandma.

Lessons as usual. The others left early for their sports heat while I stay in class and be a good girl. (: Late for school this morning, reach at about 8am. Overslept till 7am then wake up. Hah! Saw dominica at foyer and she's late too. LOL.

I think that's about it for today. Nothing much happen except for that crumpler bag thing. OHMYGOD, DAMN EMBARASSING OK. But I don't know why I still laugh so hard at myself for being so stupid, lesson learnt : Never believe unknown number's word. LOL.

Ok, off for work.

goodbye! :D

2010-02-17T21:53:00.002+08:00

It feels like a test now.
To see who have the most patience.
And then we wait, and we drift?
Then probably till the end, no more.

Everything will keep repeating like a cycle.
I'm tired, but I don't know why didn't I give up.
If only I'm that persistent in my studies.

don't worry, you still have me.

2010-02-17T16:25:00.003+08:00

Back to school. Shag totally!

Though the time passes quite fast. Homework are piling up, and revisions are yet to be done. More common test next week! ):

I'm almost done with my tumblr. And I love my current skin on this blog. :D Shirley gave me a notebook as valentine day present, its really cute. (:

I only got 16/25 for my lit test. I'm suppose to get better scores, but i'm glad to have 16 because I didn't really study for it. so yup, back to books now.

Photos are all up on facebook, goodbye :D

就算不能够在靠近同样的天空下总会有你

CNY Day 3.

2010-02-17T01:08:00.002+08:00

Right, so I'm back home after such a long day out.

Head down to town to meet wen and esther first. Wen accompany me to look for my stuffs, I wanted to catch a movie but is all sold out, so we went cineleisure's hongkong cafe to have some food.

Left the place at about 5.30pm and train down to hougang and walk to mavis's house. Had steamboat and a few rounds of blackjack, then some chit chat session and cab to amanda's house at about 9plus.

Blackjack all the way, and lose most of my money. Banker for the last few rounds, manage to earn back 2 plus. Thought I could be as lucky as I am for the past few rounds, I bet $2 with esther and lose it all. LOL. So, left the place at 11plus. And went back home for my homework.

Photos will be up on facebook. Some with rach. School starts at 10.40am tomorrow! I hope going back to school not gonna kill me off so early. And yes, I need to start studying again! ):

I got a pair of free tickets, I'm wondering who should I ask... :X

Ok, goodnight peeps. (:

2010-02-16T14:25:00.002+08:00

hello penguins! (:

I'm wondering whether should I move to tumblr because I love to follow the other's blog so much. But anyway, for the time being until i finish figuring out what tumblr is all about, I shall stick to blogger.

I'm off to town now! Mavis house for dinner later, hopefully I will be back with tons of photos. I shall change my blogskin after I'm back for the dinner. I did my homework till 3.30am last night, but I still got a lot more to go.

Ok, till then :D

2010-02-16T00:32:00.002+08:00

Ahah! this is damn cute! :D

I want to stay in one of these house in the future. This is freaking cool man. :D My future husband shall waste all his asset on this house. Cool! (:

jump then fall.

2010-02-15T19:02:00.003+08:00

Went to pray this afternoon with mum and dad. Wanted to get a kappa shoe but didn't have my size, so went uncle house after that. Heh! Red packet! :D Few more to go, and I can shop my 4 levels F21 again! :D

Nothing much today, I'm going to do my homework soon. Hopefully I can finish all by today, but i know is kinda impossible. LOL.

Till then :D

Reunion Dinner :D

2010-02-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

Best dinner I ever had (: But I swear I look damn ugly in almost every photo. All screwed up!

Good news is that, i got my bed back! But, maxus went back home already, which means another don't know how many months before I get to see him again. And also, no more entertainment for me tomorrow. This sucks man. ):

I need to do my homework but the weather is such a killer that I really can't concentrate on my work. I need to get things done tomorrow, so yep. Shall go off now, goodnight. (:

2010-02-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

Life is too short,
Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness,
Laugh when you can,
Apologize when you should,
And let go of what you can’t change.

Love deeply,
And forgive quickly,
Take chances,
Give everything,
And have no regrets.

Life is too short to be unhappy,
You have to take the good with the bad,
Smile when you’re sad,
Love what you’ve got,
And always remember what you had.

Always forgive,
But never forget,
Learn from your mistakes,
But never regret.

People change,
And things go wrong,
But always remember,
Life goes on

Down with love :D

2010-02-14T15:26:00.002+08:00

Finish both episode of down with love, (: Not too bad! Ella is super cute. heh!

I'm currently rotting at home, don't think that I'm going for any house visit. Study time! bye. :D

Happy chinese new year. :D

2010-02-14T01:17:00.004+08:00

Hah, third post for today.
Let's see....

Sanguo is not out yet. ): I WANT TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND.
Reunion dinner with family just now was damn cool.
I had "Yu Sheng" and I get to eat salmon! :D
I heard a rather shocking news, and I hope everything is fine.
Somebody told me "Time is precious, learn to be happy" (:
Maxus is currently beside me, SO CUTEEEEEEE!
I'm sleeping on the floor with my sleeping bag tonight. =.=
because, I gave up my bed and let sis to have my bed instead.
I PACK ALL MY STUFFS THIS AFTERNOON, AND THROW AWAY A LOT OF THINGS! (emphasize on the "a lot of things!")
I look through my old photos and autograph book, I laugh my head off.
I thought of getting a LG Lollipop. Should I?
I doubt i'm going anywhere tomorrow, STUDYTIME!!!!!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR&VALENTINE DAY!
And, I saw firework at penisular last night. (:
Lastly, goodnight. :D

After 12...

2010-02-13T22:47:00.004+08:00

I will start a fresh new chapter.
I will strike off all the unhappiness.
I will smile and let go.
I will study hard.
I will be a happy girl. (:

last?

2010-02-13T13:54:00.002+08:00

For the sake of myself and the people around me. I shall be strong. I know I am a strong girl, I know I don't cry easily now. I know compare to the past, I am much much much stronger. I know I made many mistakes and I learned.

I know, how important is studies to me now. and how some friends just come and go, and I should accept the fact that everybody is growing up and people changed, and the only thing you can do is to accept it. I know who are my friends who are just purely acquaintance. I know what are the correct things to do which are not, I know if people are being selfish that doesn't mean I have to be selfish too. I know, I should just be myself.

I know I should stop falling deeper because this will affect my studies, I know in future someone better shall love me for who i am. For this, I'm gonna stay strong. I shall let nobody destroy me or tear me down. Let it go, because if its mine it will be mine.

Not only towards studying, for the sake of my guitar teacher's word, for the sake that he believe I can do it. I shall not disappoint him. Though this is the first time I'm doing instrument, but I know with more practice and patience, I can reach where I want to be. I will give in my 110% for this.

Random, I know. But, i think is time for me to stand up. And stop dwelling over stuffs that should not be affecting me because this is a important year for me. Ok, enough for all these.

Town last night with amanda was great. Bought 2 tops and 1 bag. I still think is not enough but nevermind, I should stop spending. Today is chinese new year eve, shall go clear up all my books that have been stacking on the tables since school start. Then practice my guitar and study.

Ok, till then. :D

mend this broken heart.

2010-02-12T16:15:00.002+08:00

Somebody kill me, like please. I'm still putting up a strong front, still brave, still smiling, still supporting myself. But I don't know how long can I stay like this. Because day by day, all these things are killing me. ):

Skip the unhappy part.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GERALDINE, WENYI, YUEWAN!

we sang 3 times, one for each person. hahah! amazing ok. Is my first time singing so many birthday song at one go. cool. (:

Played captain ball during PE lesson, i swear my class is so high while playing. And is filled with jokes and laughter, hah! super cool, I LIKE 3E3/4E3 A LOT. :D

CNY celebration is not too bad. We get high like nobody business, laugh and sing like as if we are the one performing. anyway, this is always what you get when the whole bunch of us sit together. (:

Lunch at subway with huizhen, haqima, rach, boo, lirong, yl. Then yl and lirong left for mahjong and huizhen off to somewhere. so, the 4 of us shop around compass for some mission to hunt clothes for boo, finally found it then LRT home at about 3.15pm.

i'm heading to town again later. this time round, please let me find some nice clothing before i break my legs again. I'm super tired, and dominique laugh at me for having such dark eye rings, then i realised I really look like a panda due to my super dark eye rings, terrible! I NEED TO SLEEP. ):

Ok, i'm done with my post. Bye!

2010-02-12T00:34:00.000+08:00

"Hands touch, eyes meet, sudden silence,
sudden heat, hearts leap in a giddy whirl. He could be that boy but I’m not that
girl."

i think through it, but...

2010-02-12T00:25:00.002+08:00

Right, pardon me for posting so late. I'm out the whole day ever since school end. Headed to town straight after school for some shopping with wen and esther. I'm suppose to get my blazer at G2000. but they want me to think through it before buying, so in the end, we headed straight to plaza sing.

Bought a flats there, then lunch at the hongkong cafe. Walk down to 313 to shop, then headed to heeren for dinner at shokudo. anyway, i look damn stupid. walking around aimlessly, LOL. not really knowing what to do even after esther told me what to do.

then orchard central and leave the place at 9 plus. headed to ps to get some stuffs, and off back home. reach home at going 10.30pm. then started packing the things for the gift tomorrow. Super tired now. Anyway, I got homework to clear, and I doubt i'm doing it. I'm tired. :X

I'm heading down to town at night again with amanda. But before that will be celebration for the january babies. LOL. CNY celebration tomorrow, bye!

2010-02-11T00:03:00.002+08:00

"When you finally realize that you didn't matter at all
to someone, you begin to wonder if you ever mattered to anyone."

even though i know, i only feel hurt by believing my own instinct. ):

let this rest for the time being.

2010-02-10T22:15:00.004+08:00

Another normal day. After school stay back with sharon to get our SS done. Then went down canteen to look for the juniors. And javier is nice enough to accompany me to have my lunch at compass point. Didn't tag along with boo and mavis for the game.

About 5plus. Yl, boo and rach came to compass to meet me. They had their dinner at mos, then I went to starbucks to have my free drink. :D Next, went to walk around and bought snacks for tomorrow. Then to mini toons to get some stuffs.

Home at going 9plus, and took 119 with YL. Homework is coming up again due to the chinese new year break. But sad to say, the week after chinese new year will be filled with common tests. Chem, Geo, English all in a row. I need to jiayou! :D

Ok, saw this blazer at G2000. Super nice! I hope I can get it tomorrow. Please wait for me! Hah, ok. I shall get going to clear my homework.

Question: Should I get some valentine day present this year? Yes/No?

Goodbye.

2010-02-10T00:06:00.000+08:00

"It’s a secret wanting. Like a song I
can’t stop humming. Or loving someone you can never have."
- White Oleander

what it means by worth it or not.

2010-02-09T20:37:00.002+08:00

SS common test is a disaster. Tested on Pro-family measure for first question and Britan healthcare for second question. Sucks ok! I regretted for not preparing it few days back. And I did not recap on population growth before the test. ): damn it damn it damn it!

Anyway, I'm happy enough to get 13 for my chemistry test. Though is a fail, but to me. Is a great improvement. because I suck throughout this whole topic on acids and salts. (: Though I still have more to go, but this is good enough to motivate me to study harder for chemistry. (:

Geo lesson in the morning is basically going through of world map for the whole 3 period. So cool right, hahaha! Lessons and everything is fine. Nothing much.

Waited for the others to finish their PE 'o' assessment. Then had dinner with lirong, huizhen and haqima at hougang ave 8. Some western food store, not really as nice as expected. But still acceptable, 88 home straight after dinner.

I'm a good girl today. Did squats and static hold on my own. (: I'm gonna run tomorrow! And good luck to the team for their game tomorrow, all the best ok. Jiayou. :D

I shall hit my books again, TOMORROW IS WEDNESDAY! = more sleeping time + another day nearer to weekends! Without holidays now, all I do is to look forward for weekends. Pathetic i know, chinese new year break coming too. :D

Goodbye!

in the end.

2010-02-08T21:06:00.002+08:00

Well, let's see.

Emaths TYS&worksheet.
Chinese TYS&summary (overdue work)
Study SS for tomorrow's common test. (must!!!!!!)

I'm doom this time round! Not gonna be able to finish my Emaths and Chinese for sure. And I think I will flunk my SS tomorrow, I'm running out of time. And in need of it badly!

Ok, today lessons were fine. Had summary test the first thing when we step into the class. Damn mdm woo, she commented that I got primary school standard for my english. I admit my english is lousy, but not as worst as what she say right. She is so damn confident that I'm gonna get an F9 in o level. Damn it!

Forget about that. I didn't do anything for PE because my back still hurts. And Emaths is really funny, Me and haqima is busy counting down then we rush down to the field straight after the lesson ends. Hahaha, our secret anyway. (: Back to class for CRT, then went back to the field for softball match after that.

Study in school while waiting for the others to end their training. Then pastamania for dinner with lirong, yuling and rach. Bought their stuffs and home at 8plus. Right now, I shall start on my homework.

I got this feeling, I'm gonna flunk my SS paper tomorrow. Wish me luck then.

Goodnight. :D

Random thoughts #1.

2010-02-07T23:45:00.002+08:00

I believe no matter how much I change physically or the way I act or behave.
There is this personality that stick with me and I can't change it.
Same goes to the things that happened before, its something that I couldn't change.

Oh, and I realise, the last time I was hurt so badly is when I was in sec 2.
The so called worst day of my life when I'm single.
So all these while the tears I had and the so called pain that i have suffered, are bullshits. (:
Is weird how I come to this conclusion that, I have not been hurt badly since the first break up I had.
Funny yet random.
Whatever you say, is best for me to stay a distance from relationship.

Now, back to books. HAH!

2010-02-07T22:00:00.001+08:00

"When people walk away from you, let them
walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left."

i heart ?

2010-02-07T20:47:00.002+08:00

I wake up at freaking 8plus when i slept at 3am last night. Super tiring! Got my hair cut at kovan, and xingwang cafe with mum again. Bump into jasyeo this time, :D Then off to hougang mall to meet up with sister.

He teach me chemistry, and catch up with him a little. (: Very funny! Left hougang mall at about 4plus and bus down to RP. Waited for Yl at mac and I almost fell asleep. Studied and had dinner there, then home at 8pm because I need to finish up my homework.

I got a adidas watch. Green&White. :D And I like it a lot, because i'm someone who is always late, so this watch shall be the key to my punctuality. hahaha! Ok, whatever. I just like it so much. heh! (:

Anyway, I bump into cat after that when I'm at LRT station. I like the feeling of bumping into people whom i have not seen for quite some time. (: I'm a happy girl today.

And, once my back recover. I swear i'm going to run. Yes, I am so gonna do it. LOL. I hope I do some actions to it. Goodnight. (:

2010-02-06T23:35:00.003+08:00

I took a 5 hours nap. From 5plus till 10plus.
I didn't touch my book at all. And I'm guilty about it.
I want pool, I want long chit chats, I want fantasie, I want chompchomp.
I think I'm having bad mood now.
&Nothing is motivating enough for me to do. ):